Tek Phnaek Apsara Apsara's tears

With a candle and a flower gently set beneath your rest, my heart is bleeding, tearing, broken into pieces!!!!
What on earth, they did that to you,
What's on earth they did such horrify crime against you, my people, my Khmer people, mine?!!!
I cant hold, I cant catch, I cant control
Sitting there alone, testified your suffering
I remember your hopeless and saddest face, so bad that I can die......
I remember your tears, your suffering voice, your suffering cry for help but none cared
The world is in sadist silence, hypocrite and evil,, indifferent to your suffering.....
I remember every of your suffering that I can feel it
I hear you day and night whatever time and space..things might be getting better, if I'd put a way my fear.
I cant sleep, I cant rest, my heart is bleeding, drunk of suffering............
I can hear your voice crying for justice,
I can feel your suffering so real as it is mine................
I cant stay......
How come human should be so cruel, so ferocious more than animal kind
For who and for what reason they dare to do that ...........
No, nothing, no reason on earth can justify what they did to you, nothing you hear..............
With my blood I smear,
I will be in mourning as long as I live
And No, I cant leave, I wont rest, not until the justice will be brought to you and those criminals perished in hell.Apsara

In loving memoryof my people